230 calorie french toast? Hells yeah.

Doing good so far. God I wish I had a car (lol that rhymed). I haven't showered yet but I want to workout yet the gym is a 20 minute bus ride away in the cold, I could pack all my stuff (gym clothes, outfit for today, shampoo, makeup etc) with me but then Id have to take it all back home. Ugh. I need a car!
 SO. I think I will just stop making excuses and go running outside, that way I can't get out of exercising. 40 minute run here I come!

So far!
Banana (100)
french toast (155)
(bread-90, egg beaters egg whites-25, spices, 1/4 cup sugar free syrup-20, 2 teaspoons light butter-20)

255 (11:00 am) not hungry atm either. :)

Plan after running:
pita- 90
spinach-10
fried tofu-100
stir fry sauce (25)
feta cheese(30)
bell pepper(10)
hummus(50)
 2 clementines (70)

385
apple (100)
coffee(100)
clementine(35) -yes I know, 3 today. >.<


subtotal:620


Fish(100)
Sweet potato fries (150)
mustard(5)
edamame(120)


hot chocolate (50)
4 sugar-free cookies (140)

Grandtotal! :D 1,185

I don't know how I am eating so little and feeling fine but I'm loving it, for sure!
Burned about 180 during my jog today too. :)

Good day!

Oatmeal(300)
sugar(50)
apple (80)


pita(45)
laughing cow cheese(35)
orange(80)


coffee(50)


edamame (120)


salmon(100)
edamame(180)
pita(45)


banana(100)
chocolate chips(50)
nuts, granola(50)


1,285!! :D AND I burned 104 on the treadmill this morning. I'm doing so well even after that horrible binge. I do get low energy sometimes, like I have in the past, but its getting better. :) I don't have night time hunger like I did just last week. :D Must be all that protein I'm eating, eh?

I want to get this tattoo. I know she already has it but I want it more than probably she does. :) Ha, ha. It's amazing!

Update for the rest of the day! :D (Good day!)

salad (100)
whole wheat bagel (220)
1/2 tablespoon whipped cream cheese(35)

low-fat chocolate chip granola bar (90)
sliced turkey meat (60)
mustard (0)

rice (200)
salmon(100)

watermelon(50)
sugar-free cocoa(50)

1,315                          I ALSO worked out for 30 minutes and burned 140 calories :) Go me!

This made me get up and go workout.

So far today.. Doing well..

1/2 cup oats (150)
2 teaspoons cane sugar (yes I know... but oatmeal plain is unbearable. Like chunky cardboard soup.) (30)
1 tsp cinnamon

2 egg whites w/ salt and pepper (60)
1 small orange (70)

12 0z. nonfat sugar-free hazelnut latte (100)

So far.. 410 :D Not bad for it being only 1:30. Yesterday I was already at 1,000 by this time. Go me!

This is what I want more than anything in the world. NO PUDGE!!!

Damage Conrol :/

So yesterday I ate sugar. Oh how I ate sugar. I will post exactly what I ate yesterday to remind myself not to do it again.
Two chicken strips (fried)
5 "jo jos" or fried potato wedges
1 tblspoon ranch
1 tblspoon fry sauce
1 cup caramel popcorn ("crunch n' munch)

snack size ritz crackers

20 oz. white tea with peach juice
12 oz. nonfat latte w/ Splenda

12 oz pepsi
regular size Arby's roast beef sandwich
small curly fries with ranch
1 mozzarella cheese stick.

That was yesterday though.
Today!
1 cup raisin bran (300)
1/2 cup 2% milk (60)

6oz coffee w/ steamed nonfat (40)

1/2 apple (50)

1 cup light clam chowder (100)
1/2 cup edamame  (120)

1/2 apple (50)

11/2 cup whole wheat spaghetti (300)
1/2 cup tomato sauce (70)
veggies (50)
2 oz cheese (160)

Thinspo, Humor, and Cute, oh and more thinspo! (none belong to me, i wish)

This is my beginning photo, watch me change. :) *I'm the one sticking her belly out, beside the tree*

It's been awhile, although Im sure no one has even read my blog...

Hello again! I totally sucked it up on posting daily. *sigh*

 Well, I'll start once again I s'pose!

1,325 so far today, and that's all I am going to have today. :) I am going to my boyfriends tonight and will do fourty minutes of cardio, because tomorrow we are going to a beach house!! It's going to be raining, which does suck, but there will be lots of alcohol consumption and its just going to be freakin' amazing. Besides the caloric weight of the alcohol I will indulge in pizza tomorrow, and yes because I want to. I know, burn me in Dieters Hell for planning on being bad for one meal. But I am gonna look into doing the Sonoma diet so, fuck me for being bad right? I will be going through a very tough first week if I do the sonoma diet, which gets rid of all processed foods, most carbs, and all sugars. These are all things I am highly addicted to, especially the latter two items. :(

BUT. I will NOT go over 1,700 tomorrow. I can promise you that. Yeah, Ill put that into writing! :D